Monday, August 4, 2014


Why does almost every moment of everyday have to be so difficult?

Why does everyone in my life think they can say hurtful things to me and it's just 'okay'?

I am so sick and tired of being disrepected. I know it's my fault for being so nice to everyone my entire life. Giving everyone whatever they wanted. Pretending not to be offended with constant critiques, put downs, and flatout disrespect.

I see why people become hermits and close out the world. Disconnect phone numbers and stop going to all social functions.

I see why people travel on holidays and go on vacations instead of attending Thanksgiving dinners.

I'm extremely close to becoming one of those people.

Freedom of speech is a joke.

Seriously everyone should just shut the fuck up.



  1. I find that writing about our problems in a very detailed way helps. Being able to express and articulate one's pain is necessary (for us), even if we never get around to clicking the "publish" button. Fuerza.

    1. I'm so glad you understand. Writing helps me cope, helps me make it through another day. The true horrors I experienced have been written but will never be "published". Abrazos Fuerte M.