Today...

Bad Boys!

Hello my name is Monica. I cannot stay away from "bad boys". I'm drawn to them like most women are drawn to los zapatos. There is something about a man with a sketchy past, tattoos, and a smirk on his face that turns me on immediately.

I think I put out those vibes as well. It doesn't help that I happened to marry the king of all bad boys. Now that we're divorced, I seem to be fair game for the up and coming ones.

Todas las personas en mi vida have told me I am not allowed to chose my next novio. I get that. I understand why no one around me wants to deal with any more drama. Deep down I don't want any drama either, but why are bad boys so sexy? Especially a certain one with dimples, muscles, and a shy personality. Help?

Sigh,
Monica

Hmm...

Read with caution. Adult language.
*I've been listening to this song today and actually hearing the words. This is totally a punk bitch way to end a relationship. "I love you enough to let you go?" I call bullshit. Some men run when things get too real. Yes, when you fuck sometimes things get REAL. Rant over...maybe. (7-4-11)

Not even a little ;)
Monica

Stress!

I am under so much stress right now. I don't know how I'm even keeping myself together. Everything than could go wrong has gone wrong. I don't want to answer my phone, open the mail, or leave my room at work.

I'm even hiding from social media. I want nothing to do with Twitter, Facebook, or even Myspace right now. Yes, I'm still holding on to my Myspace for sentimental reasons. #dontjudgeme

In that past when my stress level has gotten out of control my health goes down hill fast. I'm trying to stop that from happening. All I can say is that if you don't see or hear from me for awhile, I'm trying to pull myself together. It's not you, it's me.

Mucho amor,
Monica